Sunday, March 28, 2010

Re-realize

Being creative and just living your life to the fullest.

Sometimes we find ourselves in the middle of nowhere—living life just for living it, eating just because you need to, and going to the places where you absolutely need to go. Sounds depressing but, believe it or not, this can be someone’s daily life.

Its like we’re living asleep.

I keep realizing this every time. I get lonely; I don’t have anything to do, or anything that motivates me in the moment, that is. So I just keep on the same routine, over and over again...

I just can’t seem to learn my lesson: to get out there and just enjoy the gift of LIFE. Meaning…
Watching, touching, tasting, grabbing, walking, driving, talking, singing, humming, rubbing, running, catching, sitting, hearing, smelling, doing, getting... living.

There’s so much more, always. So much more to get, so much more to do, so much more to create.

How do we divert from our goals and purpose? How do we miss the fun? When do we stop feeling and needing more? When do we stop seeing things as clear? How do we go back? How can we start again from the beginning when everything has become so dark?

Is that why I have you, my mother? Is that why I have you, my father? Is that why I have you, my siblings? Is that why I know you, my friend? My classmate? My colleague? My mentor?

Is this how I trust you, my God? 

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous2:26 AM

    THANK YOU!! I needed this!

    -Randi

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