Nov/21/06:

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En mi despertar, estoy junto a tí. Eres mi dulce mañana, mi nuevo día, la suave brisa que se mete por mis poros y me deja sin aliento.

Eres el canto de los pájaros que oigo al caminar; eres la naturaleza que a mi alrededor está.

Eres el sol que me alumbra y me hace saltar: mi corazón se llena de felicidad.

Eres el viento que sopla sin cesar en una tranquila tarde en San Juan.

Eres las olas que veo en el mar, siempre con fuerza hacia mí, van.

Vienen, llegan, crecen y descienden preciosas oleadas que hacia mi vuelven.

Eres la noche que en su oscuridad me arropa; en mi cuerpo desnudo se posa.

Sin piedad no me deja alternativa que con mis tristes ojos verte.

Y en instantes te conviertes en mi amanecer y un nuevo día empieza a nacer.

Contigo en mi mente siempre estaré;

eres mi mundo y no sé por qué.

Infamous Sep/30/2006

Today I have seen, I have proved that love is undetermined.
This, in many ways.
You can't say: "I love you but not enough".
Or the other way; "I love you so much!!"
You just do. In love there's no measure. The same goes for truth.
You can't say how true love is because truth has so different meanings to everyone.
There's nothing sure in life and the same goes for love.
Why is this? Love goes beyond the understandable; love goes beyond all logic; love goes beyond human nature. It is something so magical, and yet so real that goes beyond our reality.

And what when we feel insecurities or trouble because of love? Then we do not have it or, we do not understand it clearly (though there's no way to understand it). We humans have to see, have to sense somehow things to be sure of them. Love doesn't always goes this way. People may think that is impossible to love a person if you don't have the luck to see him, to hear him, to touch him, to smell him; to feel him somehow.

But, "love goes very far beyond the physical person of the beloved. It finds its deepest meaning in his spiritual being, his inner self. Whether or not he is actually present, somehow is not important anymore."

"Nothing can touch the strength of my love, my thoughts, and the image of my beloved".
Nothing can stop me from loving you; nothing could, even when you didn't love me back. Nothing could stop this feeling, even myself.
It is more strong than me; it is more strong than anything I've ever known.
The future is uncertain; for that I don't care.
Right now I just know that I truly feel this thing for you, no matter the distance, no matter what happens, I love you.

A day like today....

AUG/18/2006
I have been thinking about what I decided to do with my life: architecture. My vision about it was so different of what I see now, after my first week of school. Entering this school wasn't something predetermined for me as it was for almost everyone here; they are here because they wanted to, they fought for it. I never really wanted to study architecture, it was simply some good comments about why I thought it might be good for my future; not for me, right now.

Is amazing how our beliefs can change in seconds by opinions or casualties (that might had to happen) that come to you. During this whole week I have seen so much things I never imagined to have access to; my vision have changed completely. Constantly I see more and more reasons why I have to be here and I have convinced myself that with the work and courage necessary here, architecture will make me reach my maximum level and will be my passion.

Every time I see architecture through a whole different way and fascinating level. I just want to make it mine.